Best, Last, First, Today, Tomorrow, Favorites, and Current

B E S T
1. Male friends: JT
2. Female friends:AYSIA
3. Vacation: BAHAMAS
4. Day of the week:THURSDAY
5. Candy: ALMOND JOY
6. True Love: DUNNO YET

L A S T
1. Person you saw: MY DAUGHTER
2. Talked to on the phone: STACY-CLASSMATE
3. Hugged: KIDS
4. IM: JT
5. Kiss: MY DAUGHTER

F I R S T
1. Thing you did today: WENT TO THE POTTY
2. Boyfriend/girlfriend: MARCUS
3. Pet: DOG
4. Thoughts waking up: READ MY BIBLE

T O D A Y
1. What are you doing now: ANSWERING THESE RETARDED ASS QUESTIONS
2. Tonight: CHILLIN
3. Wearing: BLACK T AND SWEAT PANTS
4. What did you eat for lunch: NOTHING YET
5. Better than yesterday: DONT KNOW YET

T O M O R R O W
1. Is: FRIDAY
2. Got any plans: NO
3. Likes about tomorrow: DUNNO ITS NOT PROMISED
4. Dislikes about tomorrow: ANOTHER DAY WILL BE GONE

F A V O R I T E S
1. Number: 2
2. Song: YOU THE BEST-DRAKE
3. Color: BLUE
4. Season: SUMMER
5. State:TEXAS

C U R R E N T L Y
1. Thinking about?: SOMEONE SPECIAL
2. Alone while doing this?: YES
3. Hungry?: NO
4. Mood?:CHILLIN
5. Why?: JUST BECAUSE
6. Wanting: TO BE CLOSE TO THAT SOMEONE SPECIAL

Been gone too long

For a while now I've been thinking about blogging again, but I wasn't for sure...I mean who really wants to know whats going on in this brain of mine LOL!!! Surprisingly there are some who where wondering what happen? Why haven't I blogged in so long so guess what...I'm back!!! This time with even more to offer. So...stay tuned for those of you interested there is more to come.

Me in a Nut Shell

I am not the typical female, and I don't like to be treated as such. I love to be emotionally balanced. I love butterflies and candles. My favorite foods are Chinese and Italian. My favorite icecream is Cookies and Cream, and if that's not available, I'll settle for my second fave...Butter Pecan. I don't have many female friends...never have, and it might stay that way. I like to stay neutral in arguments. My favorite color is blue, but My favorite number is 2. I like my name....i think unique and different... a good choice. My best features would have to be my eyes and my smile. I try to stay away from caddy females. I love to watch basketball and tennis. I love to watch Beauty and the Beast (I watch it like once every two weeks..lol) I know the whole script to several movies..ex.The Temptations, The Five Heartbeats, Chicago, The Wiz, The Color Purple, Beloved, and Corrina, Corrina. I should probably exercise more than I do...of course. I mind being the other woman. I don't like it at all. I don't like one night stands...they never stay that way unless you're lucky. I think that if you're not attracted to the opposite sex...you should inform them ASAP before getting in a relationship...that is sooo not cool. My favorite drink is Patron. I don't think love is over-rated, just sometimes construed. I love my grandmother...she's a rare jewel. My three daughters are my heart. I'm good friends with my ex-boyfriends family that happens alot...lol. I don't read my bible enough, but I love GOD. No one can convince me that he's not real. I don't try to get into all of the religous -ism's and -skism's...my relationship and walk with GOD speaks for itself. So just a little something to let those that didnt know, now know more about ME!

A Reason, A Season, or Lifetime?

People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person.

When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has! been answered and now it is time to move on.

Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh. They may teach you something you have never done. They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy. Believe it, it is real. But only for a season.

A LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons, things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life. It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.

What to do when...

What do you do when you think you know someone but you really don't?What do you do when you've done all you can but it still hurts?What do you do when you feel like your not being heard?Should you continue to try, or is that idea absurd?What do you do when your heart begins to go numb?What do you do when trying so hard makes you feel dumb?


Well folks I've been up since 3 am ...thinking. Right now my mind is like blah...I have so many question, but no answers. I hate being caught up in emotions, and not knowing what to do. Its like I'm so emotional all the time I have no idea what the hell is going on with me. I have this problem with getting too attached to people then I always end up hurt. Maybe its something missing within that has me in this emotional uproar. Well that's it for now but until later....Smooches Fam!

Have you Ever?

Have you ever loved somebody so much

It makes you cry

Have you ever needed something so bad

You can't sleep at night

Have you ever tried to find the words

But they don't come out right

Have you ever, have you ever

Have you ever been in love

Been in love so bad

You'd do anything to make them understand

Have you ever had someone steal your heart away

You'd give anything to make them feel the same

Have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart

But you don't know what to say

And you don't know where to start

Have you ever found the one

You've dreamed of all of your life

You'd do just about anything to look into their eyes

Have you finally found the one you've given your heart to

Only to find that one won't give their heart to you

Have you ever closed your eyes and

Dreamed that they were there

And all you can do is wait for the day when they will care

What do I gotta do to get you in my arms baby

What do I gotta say to get to your heart

To make you understand how I need you next to me

Gotta get you in my world

I know this song maybe old, but It says a lot of what I feel. Some people just don't understand that feelings sometimes can not be controlled. You can't choose whom you care for, like, or fall in love with. When you spend time with certain people you began to develop feelings. Although the feelings may not be mutual the feelings are still there. Love is a very strong word, but it is not to be mistaken with lust. You can love someone but not be in love with them. You can care about them, their well being, and safety but it does not mean you are "In LOVE" often the word love gets construed.